sabrina

Hey sab,it's nearly 2016,i am not psycho im just the guy who falling on the hole and can't find the way to get up sab,u're beautifulness play my mind,and u know what?i was dreaming bout you last night,i mean all day,is like you giving a chance to me to be your boys,and then i couldn't handle you but atleast i've tried all in me.btw goodluck for you final exam.i really2 heart to you sab,i couldn't find for other girl my mind can't stopped think about you "Staring" .

sabrina

Hey sab,i can't believe its been almost 3years waiting for you sab,i want let you know how i fall hard in love to you sab,i think you remember this moments "maybe",at school i've been changing class for Agama lesson at block E,and your class beside mine,and at that moment our both teacher didn't come,maybe or late,so you and your friends hangingout infront of your class,and me too,the first time how i saw you,is like you wake into my way so we both look each other,i couldn't stop look at you until even you read your novel,and the day began i am so motivate to going to school just to look at you,day by day until i lose all my motivate when u said "i tak suka you"..I know we both didn't know each other,and u don't even know me,but sab this is life,sometimes we accidently fall in love with stranger,and we couldn't forget about it,just like i do,i couldn't forget the moment when i was really motivate to going school just to look at you sab,you're giving so much hope to me moving forward sab,u know what,its almost 3years i couldn't feel any other girl love,your face keep imagine me,when i imagine ur face,it giving me so motivation to keep my life,until i become better man,Sab im truely loving you not just in this life,for my entire life.Im sick at this moment.

hey sab

Hey sab,as you know we're gettin older we growth up,but it doesn't change from who i am the guy who still waiting&hoping for you to love me back,u're 19 now i've been crushing on you since u're 17 sab haha honestly since i've been crush on you i couldn't love any girl other then you,yeah sometimes my feeling was change loving someone's but it doesn't work after 2-3days,i still thinking of you,i start imagine how lucky guy on the earth if u're loving me,and sometimes i dream bout you much more,you're the pretty girl of my life sab,i put rest of my life until u really know how much i love you,haha i hear you study at kptm cause my bff saw you,btw sab take care since we meet again's,love.

I miss you

Sab,i need you in my life,the question how long?

I want u to know

Hey sab,even i like other girl,it doesn't mean dont love u,i can't stop thinking about u even u're not with me,that obviously,it is because im too lonely,too alone,and iam confess that supposed shouldn't happend,i am so sorry sab :( :( :(,im sorry being jerk,i relize my offences.i still loving u sab,have a good days

She read my Wechat Moments

What a bad days,i post that i love sab*she reply *ehh,damnn im so nervous that time,i ask my friend how to talk,how to make she believe me?how to give a nice words to her,then she said*im not the girl that what are u thinking of,*well it's okay im fine.

She went to oversea

Well she always tweet on her twitter,she said she wanna travel,dream came true,i love when she happy,now she gettin' pretty,i mean she wear a lot of expensive stuff,but it's okay,i dont give a damn about it,btw she alright.

Oh sab

Why im so stupid,i tell her that i love her when she got boyfriend,what a stupid of myself,ofcouse she will never accept me dude!,she can't love u when she already love someones else,hmmmm,well all i can say,IT"S HURT THOO

SPM IS OVER

Well,people always wanted it to be the end,but at lastly people will miss back,but today im not gonna tell u that im happy spm was over,im sad bcause i still waiting my dream girl,i don't know how to show her that i deeply love her,i confused with myself,i stuck in the moment,i imagine a lot about her that until i can't slept.But it's okay Sab,even though u don't love me,but u always look at me,is okay,i'll be always waiting for u,may Allah SWT settle this down,i give all.love for u sab.

Why i love lifting,bodybuilding.

This is the best question,i love to lift,because when i sad,angry,hungry,happy,nobodys will know,just myself so i can throw all the feel to the dumbell,i lift it heavy,after i lifting i felt so much better,and i wanna be fitness model on the megazine,well atleast got money :).

My father just ruined my new life.

Oh guys,well since i was young he didn't take care of me,and when my mother died and the lawyer will give 37k to leader of family,but my father wan't to took it and enjoy with himself,it such a bitch asshole,oh my god,but it's okay,life was too short,life my must go on,but this things will make me not focusing on study,i'll be thinking alot of this things,i felt so empty dumty,bullshit-.-,i hate my father either is still my father,inculde his family,bullshit,better die fast-.-i started hate sabahan people,37k u know?i work 25hour will never get 37k,fucked bullshit,he never take care of us,but he took all the money,wthell-.-,and the last thing,i hate when the lawyer make my sister crying,i keep myself to do not kill him,or maybe oneday,i should eat alot too look more bigger.bullshit-.-

My girl.

Oh i got my dream girl,yeah i felt so guilty if i don't get her,it'll be hurt,like people said *flowers not just one,flowers is a lot,*but for me,every flowers is different,so we should choose the best one for,but i choose to wait for her till the end of the day,i've been tell her for once that i love her,but..is not work,but it not so pain,because i can wait for her till the end of the day,maybe the time has come i'll tell her for once again's,but seriously,when i think bout her,i feel happy,i'll caring of her like myself,i'll invite her get into the ship,and stop over the sea,yeah i know is so romantics,yeah i wish she will read this,everythings will be happend if u feel my hearth,we'll travel of the world together,then we gettin' married,we care our child to be success in life time.All i can say,she the one,she the reason of my smile,i love you so much of my life SAB,:(,i need you  to be mine.-i swear i'll waiting for u sab,just for u,and i love you,i really do,i know u would be angry to me,and i really want you to know that i really love you,everythings did u decide i'll happy for u,no metter u love me or not i'll be love you.

Somewhere over the rainbow

This is my life,i've been through everythings with myself,every breath that i take it means everythings,i would to thanks to my god that still give me a chance to live till now,no matter how hard it is,i tried make it easy as well,and i tried involve myself to a lots of things,my career is been workin' as i work it up,my dream will be achieve if i work for it,yeah life is too short,i live my life without nothings,and i relize i should be working on forward,think forward to be success.

Hidup dah tak bermakna.

Now i know that how hard my sister care of me,cari duit untuk hidup.Setelah 3 hari bekerja penat dia macam aku lari 3x padang taman aman,kepenatan dia memang tak boleh dijanka.Is hard for me to working when i was study in secondary school,pagi sekolah,balik rumah tak sampai 1jam kena pergi kerja,balik pukul 11-12.SHIT.

Hanya Tuhan Saja Yang Tahu :(

Malam aku OVENIGHT sampai pagi then pukul 6.50 or 7.00 p.m aku dengar bunyi meletup , aku terus tengok dari tingkap.Rupanya kereta accident .Tapi itu tidak sedarsyat accident lain.After accident itu belaku dalam pukul 12.00 Polis call rumah aku.Aku ingat benda biasa,rupanya My Mother accident . OMG .Time tu aku ingat  berdarah kaki or tangan je.Rupanya Tempurung Kepala Retak Cause terhantuk dekat kereta.My Uncle patah kaki kena langgar.Dorang naik motor .Lepas kejadian tu polis hantar My mom and My Uncle to HOSPITAL UNIVERSITY PETALING JAYA.Tunggu operation otak dalam 5 hour.Aku berdoa tanpa putus asa and tanpa bosan untuk selamat kan My mom.Then My mom keluar dari bilik operation hantar ke ICU untuk betul kan urat kepala.Time tengah hantar tu .Aku tengok je muka My Mom .Rasa macam jantung ni nak terkeluar .Memang aku tak boleh tahan.Tapi aku tengok nafas My mom macam okay.Jadi hati aku okay sikit.Now just need to waiting My Mom Wake up .Tunggu Roh masuk kedalam badannya.Esok kami akan melawat lagi.Tunggu la laporan seterusnya