She read my Wechat Moments

What a bad days,i post that i love sab*she reply *ehh,damnn im so nervous that time,i ask my friend how to talk,how to make she believe me?how to give a nice words to her,then she said*im not the girl that what are u thinking of,*well it's okay im fine.

She went to oversea

Well she always tweet on her twitter,she said she wanna travel,dream came true,i love when she happy,now she gettin' pretty,i mean she wear a lot of expensive stuff,but it's okay,i dont give a damn about it,btw she alright.

Oh sab

Why im so stupid,i tell her that i love her when she got boyfriend,what a stupid of myself,ofcouse she will never accept me dude!,she can't love u when she already love someones else,hmmmm,well all i can say,IT"S HURT THOO

SPM IS OVER

Well,people always wanted it to be the end,but at lastly people will miss back,but today im not gonna tell u that im happy spm was over,im sad bcause i still waiting my dream girl,i don't know how to show her that i deeply love her,i confused with myself,i stuck in the moment,i imagine a lot about her that until i can't slept.But it's okay Sab,even though u don't love me,but u always look at me,is okay,i'll be always waiting for u,may Allah SWT settle this down,i give all.love for u sab.

Why i love lifting,bodybuilding.

This is the best question,i love to lift,because when i sad,angry,hungry,happy,nobodys will know,just myself so i can throw all the feel to the dumbell,i lift it heavy,after i lifting i felt so much better,and i wanna be fitness model on the megazine,well atleast got money :).

My father just ruined my new life.

Oh guys,well since i was young he didn't take care of me,and when my mother died and the lawyer will give 37k to leader of family,but my father wan't to took it and enjoy with himself,it such a bitch asshole,oh my god,but it's okay,life was too short,life my must go on,but this things will make me not focusing on study,i'll be thinking alot of this things,i felt so empty dumty,bullshit-.-,i hate my father either is still my father,inculde his family,bullshit,better die fast-.-i started hate sabahan people,37k u know?i work 25hour will never get 37k,fucked bullshit,he never take care of us,but he took all the money,wthell-.-,and the last thing,i hate when the lawyer make my sister crying,i keep myself to do not kill him,or maybe oneday,i should eat alot too look more bigger.bullshit-.-

My girl.

Oh i got my dream girl,yeah i felt so guilty if i don't get her,it'll be hurt,like people said *flowers not just one,flowers is a lot,*but for me,every flowers is different,so we should choose the best one for,but i choose to wait for her till the end of the day,i've been tell her for once that i love her,but..is not work,but it not so pain,because i can wait for her till the end of the day,maybe the time has come i'll tell her for once again's,but seriously,when i think bout her,i feel happy,i'll caring of her like myself,i'll invite her get into the ship,and stop over the sea,yeah i know is so romantics,yeah i wish she will read this,everythings will be happend if u feel my hearth,we'll travel of the world together,then we gettin' married,we care our child to be success in life time.All i can say,she the one,she the reason of my smile,i love you so much of my life SAB,:(,i need you  to be mine.-i swear i'll waiting for u sab,just for u,and i love you,i really do,i know u would be angry to me,and i really want you to know that i really love you,everythings did u decide i'll happy for u,no metter u love me or not i'll be love you.